Embracing His Will

Written by Zhey Chua | Posted on September 24, 2008 | Comments

How does one embrace the possibility of becoming childless for good?
Warren and I decided to stop from undergoing fertility treatments. For now it seems that he plans to stop temporarily but he could also be considering stopping it altogether, for good. I can only stand by the sidelines and let my husband lead me into [...]

We finally did it!

Written by Zhey Chua | Posted on August 22, 2008 | Comments

Something really unexpected happened yesterday and today.
Warren and I were sitting out on the street yesterday watching some neighborhood kids play when from out of nowhere, I heard my husband whisper something. I thought I misheard him so I asked him to say it again, he shyly looked away and smiled. I prodded until finally [...]

La Dolce Vita!

Written by Zhey Chua | Posted on August 21, 2008 | Comments

It totally slipped my mind that yesterday was a Wednesday. I was supposed to text in our thanksgiving prayers to Pastor Larry, if we could not listen in to the ongoing prayer meeting. I must really be getting old… Lol.
Anyway, I will just post everything here…

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Last part of a series: A doubtful heart

Written by Zhey Chua | Posted on April 17, 2008 | Comments

So, I did not snap my head out of my neck because it isn’t really the wisest thing to do given the circumstances, but there was huge relief and, of course, guilt.
I felt relieved because it felt good to finally see that I wasn’t actually facing a blank wall after all. You know, there really [...]

First of a series: A doubtful heart

Written by Zhey Chua | Posted on April 13, 2008 | Comments

I have been highly emotional the past few days. Warren and I seem to disagree on a lot of things and I can see us both being taken into this wild rollercoaster ride where both of us are being stubborn and self-centered.
Tonight, we both sat down to assess our situation with the hope of finding [...]

Osteen’s Desecration of True Christianity

Written by Zhey Chua | Posted on April 2, 2008 | Comments

For those who may have stumbled upon yesterday’s post and are wondering just who Joel Osteen REALLY is, this post is for you.
According to Wikipedia, Joel Osteen is the senior pastor of Lakewood Church in Houston, Texas, he is married, was born in 1963 so that makes him only fourty-four years old as of this [...]

Rich young man

Written by Zhey Chua | Posted on April 1, 2008 | Comments

Yesterday, Warren and I were invited to have lunch with a former client from Houston, Texas. He is in the country for a three week vacation with his family and to do some business as well.
Tim and I go a long way back, back to late 2006 or early 2007, but back in the days [...]

Do you worship carved images?

Written by Zhey Chua | Posted on March 19, 2008 | Comments

The other night, I was doing my usual Bible reading when verses 4 to 6 of Exodus 20 hit me like an avalanche. It said:
“You shall not make for yourself a carved image, or any likeness of anything that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in [...]